I am currently standing in a corner sulking.

Brent & Kilburn Times: Lorraine with Adam Fernec (Pic: Angela Blake)Lorraine with Adam Fernec (Pic: Angela Blake) (Image: Archant)

Why you might ask?

Because I have let myself down and more importantly I have let down Adam Fernec my personal trainer at Fit4Less Gym in Kilburn High Road.

Brent & Kilburn Times: Fitness4Less Gym is in Kilburn (Pic: Google)Fitness4Less Gym is in Kilburn (Pic: Google) (Image: Archant)

I swore I wouldn’t be one of those January gym bunnies who fall off the wagon by February but I came crashing down at a great height suffering cuts and bruises as I bumped along.

Now I could just shrug my shoulders and pretend I never entered a gym in 2016 but I would be lying to myself (and everyone who has read my previous column).

So I’ve decided to get back on that wagon and hold on to it as tight as I do when I’m using a kettlebell.

Because believe me if you let go of a kettlebell while you are training you’ll probably claim the lives of a couple of gym goers and ended up crippling a few along the way - damn that thing is heavy.

I have never used a kettlebell and thought it was one of the ‘fad things’ used by celebrities when they know the paparazzi are taking photographs of them training in the park.

It was refreshing to know they are far from being a fad but a great way to lose weight and tone up.

So what’s the difference between a kettlebell and doing ‘normal’ weights you may ask?

Well I did when Adam first introduce them to me.

The difference is when using weights you have to be very controlled for obvious reasons but with a kettlebell as long as you hold on tight you can swing it around.

I love it.

Yes it’s heavy but I’m a heavy girl, so it can only be a good thing.

And another good thing is despite missing a few gym session I still managed to lose weight.

But I’m not going to be smug as I have quite a way to go………